Have you ever sat down by yourself and just tried to recall the old times? You laugh by yourself with a ridiculous smile on your face and then you have tears running down your cheeks because you know that everything's changed. I miss my girlfriends, I miss my boys, I miss my old clique, I miss us. I really miss the bond I shared with them. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person where you can talk for hours about anything and not have a problem with silence in between? I can't forget all the ridiculous things we did, stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real conversations, the "remember when"s and heart-felt laughter. Nothing was fake about anything back then, not them, not me, nothing. It's funny what life does, how it gives you things and take them away all too soon. I really can't get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that all good things come to an end sooner or later but along the way, I learned one thing about life and that is, it goes on; you just have to pick yourself up and learn to keep up.
If you're ever reading this, you know who you are, I just want you to know that I miss us. I really need a time machine.
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